I wish i could just dissapear with no one noticing, i wish i could go anywhere, anyplace that i just can express my feelings, i can cry hard, i can do whatever i want, alone. That's why i like being alone, because there's nobody cares, they just pretending they are. They think they know me, but its a big no. Nobody knows the real me include my parents. Nobody knows how many times i've cried in my room when nobody's watching. Nobody knows how many times i've lost hope, hoe many times i've been let down, how many times i've felt like i'm about to snap, but i just don't for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go trough my head when i'm sad, how horrible they truly are. And i dont even remember what it's like to not feel broken and sometimes i wonder, if there is anyone out afraid to lose me?
It feels like iam screaming and no one can hear.
Everyone takes what they deserve nothing more and nothing less, you know that feeling when no one is there for you, no one cares enough to ask you whats wrong, no one pay attention if you're here or not, in other words no one really loves you, i guess if i get lost no one would even notice, and i'm sorry i exist.
Omg its like seriously? Is that true that no one cares about you unless you're pretty or you're died? I'm not pretty at all, but can i have someone who cares? Sorry, i mean someone who really cares?
I get so tired, i think i just cant take it no more.
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