"I hope we last. I hope we do."

I wish. I hope, but ..
But if we don't, this is how I want you to remember me:

I want you to remember me in your arms, listening to the sound of your heartbeat. Remember me laughing at your jokes, even the stupid ones. Remember me mad for absolutely no reason and in tears because those times you made me so sad. Remember me in that time you held my hand. Remember me in those times I whisppered I love you, only you and you said it back. 

 Remember me happy, and all the ridiculous ways I tried to get your attention. Remember me looking at you and smile. Remember the way we drove insane about both of us. Remember all the firsts and how they were so delightful we went back for seconds and thirds and fourths. Remember the songs I couldn't stop listening to and the childish dreams I ever told you. 

If it comes to it I don't want you to remember the ending.
Remember the beginning. Remember the first time you knew.