You know what?
I wish I'd never loved you this much ..
So I don't have to asked you for stay,
So I don't have to begged you for a time,
So I don't have to be sad if you are not here,
So I don't have to tried the best of me,
So I don't have to asking my myself what can I do for you,
So I don't have to be jealous, not at all.
So I don't have to pleased you,
So I don't have to feel this way.
I WISH, i wish ..
But the realities,
I asked you for stay,
I begged you for a time,
I was sad if you are not here,
I tried the best of me for you,
I always asking myself what can I do for you, to make you happy because of me, to make you think of me, to make you feel so lucky to have me,
I was sooooo jealous. I get jealous for nothing. I get jealous because I knew I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU,
I pleased you,
And i knew how hurt it is.